Journey

It's been years that I live without target, years by years, I'm twenty two now, and I realize time is competing with me, it seems to be a winner, I'm a loser of cause. Some people asked me: what's your ambition? I took times to think bout it, but I couldn't find the answer. I wanted to be a 'successful woman' when I was young, sound so funny and lame, and the main thing was, I couldn't really define 'success', and the criteria of success, was too wide. Ambition is a funny cute thing, it changed when people grew up. Lets see,

When I was 7, I wanted to be a teacher.
When I was 11, I wanted to be a singer.
When I was 13, I wanted to be a model.
When I was 15, I wanted to be a office lady.
When I was 17, I wanted to be somebody's wife.
When I was 20, I wanted to successful woman.
When I was 21, I wanted to be a wife of rich man.
When I am 22, I want to be the most normal, common, ordinary woman.

When a girl turned to become woman, when a child learned to become independent, they realize life is so uncontrollable, challenging and mystery. After go through these, I somehow feel that nothing can surprise me anymore, life could be so bored. The only thing can impress me currently is beautiful places which I can really relax my mind and leave the noise of city. I would rather stay simple, sometimes invisible so that my life is peaceful. Being independent I found that work hard is the only thing I can rely on, and also to further my dream of travel around the world. I couldn't deny that society did changed me as good girl gone bad.

Sweet 18



22 'see the difference *shake head*