Doubt

It's my second week working at new company, although it's tiring but I did learned a lot. But sometime I still doubt that is this the right decision to work here. Some poeple said that I wasted my qualification to work as such tiny little position, Im doing business support assistant currently, nothing much to do other than admin work, and the salary is quite low too. Mommy asked me what for I studied degree in marketing since I'm doing admin assistant now only, i really feel sad for making people around me dissapoint. I had my reason for choosing this job, since I had tried so many jobs lately, I found that admin and management is my career rather than do sales. Well I know that do sales can earn more money than admin job, but it's my interest to manage a company. People may not know this company really give me opportuities to learn things, at least a stepping stone to move futher in the future.

Feel so stress about my low income and comparison with people, I'm trying very hard to make my life better, keep finding all possible sources to earn side income. Sometimes feel mad with the lack of time, I need more time to do more things. I have to try harder.