When December End

Moody, the year is going to end soon, I'm getting older again. Begin of this year I had set some targets for myself and non of it was done, not even one target I can archieve, that means I wasted a beautiful year again with doing nothing. I know that is my problem for not archiving it, I waste time just like I waste money. Somehow I should improve myself, my financial planning as well as time management, shit it sound so theory and assignment, that's why I'm suck on this. Next month, Xmas is coming soon, a big spending month ahead, headache for how should I celebrate xmas with my dear, I'm really not a romantic person, sigh. After xmas, comes to end of the year, things will repeat again in the coming year, pls give me some surprise I'm freaking bored.