I used to love single so much, people knows I love party, alcohol and cigars, that make me can't give up my colorful life. I do believe that when you meet someone you really love, everything is worth to sacrifice. I did sacrificed my beautiful life for a man, i quit club, alcohol and cigars, but it only last for few months, and I back to my life again, cause I found out he didn't worth my love, this was also the reason we broke up, he hate my life.
I wonder if i could really found a right man, would i give up my life? I will definitely say no previously, cause I don't live for others, I live for myself. Think alot about myself lately, I had been selfish for a long while, as my principle of living was live for myself. Realized how important is it to think from his point of view, think for his situation, every time before I get mad, I'll ask myself to think, if he did this to me, how would I feel?
Sound macam yes, haha! I'm just afraid to lose the one I love, and I learned form experience, I don't want to disappoint the man I met one in a million.
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